颓废

考完试，真的是颓废

尤其是 SPM, 考完了就好像废人了 = =''

没有目标，没有动力

下午得空得空就走去出天台看风景

原来其实我家的风景也不错看的咯.. hehe 

然后就拿相机拍呀拍

拍了几张超好看的

上面是其中一张

拍得超有感觉的，我爱

得空也就这两天

后天gathering, 不多人，但是还是有种紧张感

也是我给学会弄得最后一个活动了

全部都会顺顺利利的~~^^

星期三，我要去溜冰

sunway sunway sunway~~

就是一直想要去的，就是那个SPM害到

我不理了，今年一定要去溜冰一次~~ xD

星期四，就要上云顶了

云顶国际扯铃赛就快要开炮了~！

日期会是十七号到十九号

有上来云顶玩的朋友们也过来支持下吧

过后咧，没有错的话就会有几天的休息的

过后的二十四号，又去青年营lur~

青年扯铃营，真的是每一年都支持丫

希望这一届也会是充满期待的一届

去完营二十七号就回家了

二十八号，又要启程去新加坡了~

我们会去到新加坡南大 NTU 的扯铃营

去了上一届的扯铃营，没想到这一届也能够去

期待期待~~

回来的时候就是三十一日了，过年咯~~ 哈哈

真的很快，太快了

大家各奔东西了

2014 在相约之地再聚！

和你们在一起会是我的最美好时光

† ŠρМ †

终终终终终终终终于完了~~~！！

ｓｐｍ
终

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考

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哈哈

十二月九日，二时带着焦炉的心情，踏入考场

考完我最 gan jiong 的 prinsip perakaunan paper 2.

什么都不怕，最怕 imbang 不到。

但是，长久以来的练习还是没有白费。

我花那么多心思去印的 trial 考卷还是帮了我最多。

第一题，一 imbang 了 140025 后信心就来了。

第二题，也 imbang 了3962 后，信心暴增。 xD
这科，也算是我最有把握的一科了。

没有正式上akaun科的我，也非常感谢 mr C，mr K, 和 ms Y 在课堂上帮了我那么多

十一月二十三日，七时

我到达学校，手上拿着 peribahasa 纸，还在看着

今天是 spm 第一张，国语

当时蛮紧张的，读了两年，奋斗了就为了这一刻

没想到，第一张开始后

时间就如飞箭般，在我生命中于 SPM 划上了界线，并加上了句号

十二月十日

昨晚把全部的书，纸都统统收拾起来了

整间房变的干净了

没想到，这两年，用过的纸，排上来比我还高  = =''

收拾时，也感到一丝丝的伤感与感动

哈哈，再见了咯~ SPM 的书本

早上起来，八时

不知怎么的，就是睡不下去了，应该是习惯了早起吧

起来后，就无所事事

感觉很轻松，也很无奈

不知道要做什么好

前几个月，分秒必争，现在....... 唉

快餐

spm 要来了，知道什么叫做紧张了 xP

昨天向要找个静静的地方看书

结果就进了去 mb 吃午餐

然后咧，就慢慢看书咯

刚好我是坐在他们大垃圾桶的旁边

我一个人啦~ 而且隔蛮远下的，所以我不介意

我是面向那个垃圾桶的

所以咧，是不是就会看到员工把盘碟都收拾进里面

我在哪，一坐就坐了四五个小时 @@
也看了各种各样被收拾得盘碟

有的如美人照镜，吃得干干净净

有的却...

饭才吃两口就不要了，丢下一大盘饭

我看着员工用汤匙，把全部的饭一下一下地推进垃圾桶

我看了也无言

他们也只是执行他们的工作，没有错

错的是你不要吃，就不要叫

没有人教你用钱，丢食物

感叹世上多少人不得温饱

感叹街下温衣足食者非食

所以啊，

饭菜要吃完

美好要分享

害怕了

怎么啦？

不是都已经习惯了吗？

怎么还会觉得.. 的呢

本来就习惯了‘坏人’这个角色

为什么现在感觉怕了？

HeartBreak

心碎.. ><

今天真的是伤心到，那种心情真的不知道怎么形容

“人”

只所谓会那么写，并不是因为人不是一对的

而是因为‘人’需要两个人相扶持！

但是世界总是那么现实的

你现实我不理那么多，但是

同一个学会还要分你我？

我实在不明白

假期后，更多东西做

做不完似的

弄得心情很糟

假期去了一个营

《全国中学华文学会领袖研讨营》

获益良多~

也开始明白，领袖要怎么做

那我的学会呢？还是一团糟  ><

最让我痛心的...

还是委员们, 为什么十个有八个是其他学会的？

有活动起来，四分五裂的

那我们要怎么进步？怎么挽救华社？

不聊大家也懂，华人地位薄消

很多属于华人的东西开始消散

同胞们，怎么不出分力让华裔们团结起来？

却在支持着其他已经有背景，强而有力的团体！

孙文【欲享文明之幸福，必经文明之痛苦】

你乐观了吗？

巨蟹座的我，永远都是那么的blur.. 

这应该是我一生最大的缺点吧~

俗语说，三岁定八十。

那我三岁的时候应该是每天撞墙的吧~ 哈哈，@@

曾经也有人告诉过说我：

善於思考且非常懂得去摸索及研究 

心思細膩，而且毅力十足 

善於溝通與說服他人，人際關係良好 

有時想太多讓人覺得優柔寡斷 

個性溫和，表面上會接受他人的意見，但內心還是堅持自己的

其实，满准得啦，不是全部啦

但是那个有時想太多讓人覺得優柔寡斷 

有时候连我自己都可以feel到的咧。

糟糕咯，优柔寡断...

够久没有写部落了，我的部落都几乎生尘了。

但是每次上来写的，都不是什么好东西的。><

笑一笑，没烦恼.. 是真的吗？

东压力，西压力

人长大了，生活就变得越来越辛苦

同意吗？

和大家分享一个故事：

有一天，神创造了牛。

神说：‘你要帮农夫耕田，供应牛奶，每天工作至日落，而且你只可以吃草。

我给你50年寿命。’

牛说：‘每天工作到日落，而且还只能吃草？！我活20年够了，其余的还你’

神答应。

过后，神创造了猴子。

神说：‘你要娱乐人类，每天表演翻筋斗给人看，我给你20年寿命’

猴子说：‘要引人发笑，每天翻筋斗？那么辛苦，我活10年够了’

神答应。

然后，神创造了狗。

神说：‘你要站在门口吠，吃主人吃剩的东西。我给你25年寿命’

狗说：‘站在门口吠，我觉得我活15年就够了，剩余的还你’

神答应。

最后，神创造了人。

神说：‘你只需要吃喝玩乐，不需要做任何东西。尽情享受生命，我给你20年寿命’

人抗议：‘那么好的生活，只有20年’

神：‘。。。’

人说：‘这样好了，牛还了你30年寿命，猴子还了你10年寿命，狗还了10年给你。

这些寿命都给我好了，那我就能活到70岁了’

神答应了。

这就是为什么我们的头20年，只需吃饭，睡觉和玩耍。

之后的30年，我们就像一头牛整天工作养家。

接着的10年，我们退休了，我们得像只猴子表演杂耍来娱乐自己的孙儿。

最后的十年，整天留在家里，像一条狗坐在门口边看门....

这个故事，给了我很多的感触及启发

不过，有人告诉我

乐观就好

那你呢，你乐观了吗？

____________________________________________________________________并不是我不喜欢你，

____________________________________________________________而是我还不清楚要怎么爱你。

________________________________________________________________因为，我害怕我伤害了你

It is just casual, too casual to become a title

Hey~

Exam is finally over, and it was a disappointment as I was performing nt quite well.

Haha, really pray to pass each subject. 

Especially the 3 main subs, bio chem and physic. 

It was a totally failure~ T.T

The bc shirt is made, and received quite some positive comment.

Thanks so much for those who gives feedback during the development phase~ sy, js, sw and fw~

However, things doesn't really go as merid as it could be.

G.penasihat ~Lulus~

Pk Koko ~Lulus~

Pengetua ~X Lulus~

zzz... totally depressed.. i think i cried when no body knows..

stood there for long just to wait a signature, but kenna reject.. the feeling is so bitter

no choise, have to add a lencana to the shirt, looks not very beautiful already~ ><

Hope so the price will not rose as i added 1 badge there. **pray**

I mayb is not the best leader, but i'm doing my best.

Feedbacks of thous are welcomed!

Bless for my club~  haha

1202

Haha, that's my brand new phone. The nokia 1202!

yea, it's cool. It has a torch light, a black and white screen, and hav plenty of games to play too.

happy huh? =D

Damn, so many things happen lately.

I'm much less rely on cashy thingy. I've changed my thought.

Every time I lost something, I'll feel that it is actually..

"I can live without that thing actually"

And there's really something that is much more valuable, but not costy.

Everything changed over time, so do as everyone changes too.

I'm still so quiet.

Nothing to say, and likes to behave alone.

Wad da hell am I thinking? haha

Please be socialized and localized~ xD

aiks, money stolen.

Actually was gonna use da money to sponsor for the t-shirt making,

and now I gonna get money from somewhere else. Anyone willing to sponsor? haha

That's our shirt :D

HYDH coming soon le, 2nd of April.

All Ehsan-ian are invited to attend a~!

Many things gotta do, busy day after all eh.

And u guys, time to be more independent now, hehe, dai go jor

owh shit! still haven plan.... ><

Anything better than lock?

Wtf... I'm totally frightened.

House wasn't safe at all.

Robbery came and I'm alone at home.

It was terrifying.

2 males came and broke off all the locks and just come in freely.

I heard sounds, and whenever I go to the door, everything was a too late.

They opened the door and saw me, I'm asking who are them.

They said they're lock smith, wtf?

Then I tried to get them off, 1 of them gugut me and ask me to give money.

Everything gone as they expected and I'm tied in beside.

I was praying for my safety after-all.

and lastly, they gone off, with all my moneys, handphones, and bla bla bla

My emotions was disrupted.

I wasn't able to sleep the whole night as the event keep on floating in my mind.

My safety is in risk, they might find me again. ><
This is life, life is fragile.

I still can't calm down my mind, what should I do?

Lost

深情对望

Haha, nice scene when lunch-ing.

Jeff took the opportunity to snap this foto with my fone.

I was beside him too, so I'm counted as... bong hong oso.. haha

Haiz, not feeling like yongzhi lately.

Why eh? bothered by loads of homework?

or violent-ed by the thoughts for the society?

ahh...stressed up again.

No idea what am I doing.

My school friends aka stjohn members.

So, befriend with my classmates = join stjohn members

Sometimes, I really feel out-strange by the gang.

More magnificent when involved with events of sj.

It's not a thing that is very primal but it bothers me too.

 I dont like the feel to be estranged!

I've been alone for years, I want to be tagged!

“孤独，不是被父母责备后难过的那种程度比得上的”

Happy day~

Wee, the calligraphy competition today and it was a well done!

Really thanks to many of my fellowships.

If there weren't u guys, it will be hardly succeed.

Hope that the next on-coming activity will be so success le. :D

Haha, and at the night, the sampat gang.

383838

All change nick to Xi Wang.

It was just a short moment, and memorable. haha :D

overview of whole class

文房四宝！

the bad teacher who kacau my participants

Pn Chai very pro d lo

Judging

New year New day New challenge

Welcome 2010, bye bye 2009

It was form 5, my final year of high school. (^^'')
I was happy and busy, till I lazy to care bout this place, haha.
I shall update it abit. :D

Many things here and there.

The time passed so fast before I'd became the chairman of Bc Society.

The first 3 month's activity is already planned.

The exciting part is about to start. haha

It was just the first month only, but I've felt that I did many things.
**Pening Pening **

Take a look of the logo of the bc society!

Haha, nice anot? :D

I asked my friend to draw it and I scanned it in to computer and processed it.

Now we have an official logo for the society~

Today had a meeting that is alike to a perjumpaan.

Basicly my aim for that is to announce issues to all the members,

and also to clarified how much our members are.

I'm quite satisfied with the number of pupils who join. :D

But, I'm disappointed with my performance today. T.T

Hope you guys can forgive me the mistakes I made.

0202